The Summer of Superheros

hey hey yall,

got my results and they went as i had hoped for.. something i dont get to say very often so thank you god! and of course my mom and pops.. although they are already obessed with what has to be done for next year rather than what i got now! and my lil sis for being a comfort! and thank u brain for doing it right! after all after some 20 years of battling with me its abt time we got along. :D


Anyways, i wanted to write ... about this latest phenmonen of the revival of superheros... but why this sudden obession that we have with them.. is it our inherent need in times of such turmoil to belief that good does exist and that it will prevail beyond everything else and most of all evil.
whether it has to do with evils like bush, religious fanatics, discrimination of all sorts. IS IT OUR SECRET MANIFESTATION TO BELIEF THE GOOD PREVAILS OVER THE EVIL??

i cant say but hey... i know despite all the odds in life... i belief.. goodness will prevail, never let yourself become cynical... life will throw many challenges along with it god will give you the ability to get through it learn lessons and become a better person.. but he wont hold your hands and lead you thru it , that ... is truly up to you.

I know one thing... if it wasnt for that innocent belief that i will someday make it, i will not be here coz i will tell you one thing it has always been an upward struggle for me..... and now i hope that i can hold onto that belief.

insanity is driving me away.

so much with so little time

well today was my first day of work in yet another law firm and internship... dont know if the emotions i have , have anything to do with it...

just one of those days when you realise, the onli constant in life is change but thru it all i have u yes you my love(sorry for sounding soppy but man its been 2 very long weeks with like another 10 more to go !!)... my TRUE friends( u know who u are ... without me having to mention ya) and my sis, mum and pops... that give a sense a comfort that is beyond all i can ask for.

muacks

i wanted to tell yall abt my day at work.. all the details...
NUS clique - the law scene... tiring life... but niceish! - another time maybe

Where is my utopia?

Im often sat around thinkin when did life get so complicated, I tot as i get older.. i will be in control.. and i will sort things out and there will be minimal problems apparently not eh?

Been back home for about a week and half and i have been so busy with random stuff and its hard to blog with my laptop in the living room andmy family always around... not that i dont appreciate it but it is always hard adjusting frm all that space to none at all.

A rare oppurtunity to blog i guess.. will be working from monday onwards.. and still have loads of people to catch up with well i guess i have to find consolance in the fact that i have all the weekends and i shld plan wisely.

It is really annoying when during each break and holiday since i got into uni, im always doing something.. internships... work with pops... catch on work .. do essays.... i guess i shld also be grateful for em the job oppurtunties etc but i miss the chilling out when all was taken care of.. so tiring man!! and im not even 21... i guess its a matter of getting used to.. but then again i cld never not do nothing for very long either!!

when and how will i find my utopia!!... in terms of what i want.. the place to be... that is another great conflict i dont know if i really want to apply to UK firms... like to i really want to live in the UK... i mean the longer i there i am getting used to it... see at the end of the they may not offer me anything... i keep telling myself apply as if you want to and see what happens.. onli thing more than moi freedom is deeps( bf) whom i will miss..

I mean its onli been abt 2 weeks.. its not like the last time where it was crazy infautation but not its way more stable but not easier by any means...

there are loads of stuff i want to talk about... China coming up... the Asian attitude of sucking up to whites and the west when we have and always had everything and they ripped it frm us... i mean needless to say the west are good certain things.. languages, law, images and marketing things.... but they do not have a culture or clothes or resources like we do yet we dont seem to get it....

I guess one has to be there to understand it... more on in another time.

salad - family - chinese - life

Another Year.... A another Year worth of Memories....