the twists and turns

Has your life been stripped bare.. for you to see.. with nothing.. but that dream you dreamt when you were a lil kid.. and you struggle to hold on to it.. will it come true someday.. if i try hard enough will it happen?... where is my destiny?... where's my future.. who will be in it...?

Have you ever felt so much pain.. when you look into the eyes of your parents that you cant bare to deal with it.. and you pretend its all okay... but it wrenches your heart into pieces..

and you know they have got it all wrong..about you.. they think i dont care.. but you are all that the world means to me.. you are my lighthouse .. my guidance .. my safehouse..

Now my life is being turned upside down.. did i ever thing.. i will hear without pple i have come to love and rely on.. Did i think life will take this twist.. to stip me bare to catch me off guard..

But i always say.. god tests those who can bare it... and im sure some where i must have the strength.. if i dont god i pray you give the strength to face rejection to persererve with life.. with its turmoils.. for without the lows there wont be highs as well.

I love you Ma, Pa and Lil one.. you guys mean the world to me.... Never forget that and Ma thank you so much for the food... i miss it everyday.